This is getting ridiculous. The supposedly strongest nation in the world that prides themselves on being the world police shouldn’t be cowering behind drones like this.
Ilyas I think you should do that. I did that and it helped a lot. She found ways to help me and I think your mom would do her best to help you.
She’s leaving for Pakistan tomorrow because of my sister. Not sure if I should tell her.
I think I’m going to tell my mom everything about me tomorrow. From the things I shouldn’t have done in High school to the days I’ve wished for nothing less than death. I don’t know if it’s a good idea, but I can’t go on like this. I need help.
Non-Americans spelling “center” wrong smh.
— Lemony Snicket, Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can’t Avoid (via disappolnted)
My mum has a operation tomorrow please keep her in your Duas. They are doing it to see what’s wrong with her, other than her bulk of tumours in her belly. May Allah grant her shi’fa, make her health better than it was ever before and grant her abundant mercy. I just want to see my mum happy and healthy. Yah rubul alaameen. AAameen.
Reply if you disagree with me or have something to add or don't understand what I mean. But don't reply just for the sake of replying. You see, I'd much rather an honest silence than forced company . But I must extend apologies for speaking at you with my long winded script. Its just my thoughts they get carried away by a summers gust of wind (cont)
You’re very crafty with words. I like it. I do hate to reply just for the sake of replying. My replies just seem stale if I do so. Thank you.
Salaam alaikum. Perhaps the way you're feeling is a medical condition. It seems like it happens very often if not all the time. Maybe seeing a doctor could help. Depression is very much real and treatable.
My cure is to suck it up. As you can see, I’m not doing very well. Regardless, it’s my problem. I’m sorry. I’ve been posting too much about myself. I need to stop.
Rejoice? Why? Having you around was probably one of the best things ever. Having you leave was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with.
I appreciate the sarcasm. But seriously, rejoice. You really have no idea what you got out of. Don’t step on broken glass.
When will I stop feeling so dead. When will I start living? How do I start living?
I know I have anons and people to get back to. I’m sorry I haven’t replied yet. Especially the (cont) anon. But if I’m being really honest though, I don’t like getting statements from anons lol. I like questions. I don’t know how to reply to statements. Ya feel?
I meant it in a specific way but yes you're right. We shouldn't ponder on what could have been but sometimes I can't help but wonder what life would have been like if you were still in it.
In all honesty, it would have sucked for you. So rejoice that Allah did what was best and removed a parasite from your life. Don’t ponder on it at all. Live life to the best of your ability.